| Friday, October 20th, 2006 |
| 3:04 pm |
Buried Alive
Hmmmmmmmm I haven't been on this since I was like sixteen or something of that nature. Hmm so last weekend I was in Milwaukee, and it was scarily amazing, meaning I was horrified but loved it at the same time. Bitches. I should be going back soon, to reclaim my Milwaukee heritage. I didn't get to see Cohl and Chelsea, which I was sad about. BUt next time I will call those sassy bitchs and we will most definently hang out. I also might be getting a job at fox hills, ha yeah lame. |
| Sunday, September 26th, 2004 |
| 11:02 pm |
YOUR A PRODUCT OF A HO SELL'N THAT ASS
I love that line. Hmmm this weekend was better than most. I got to hang out with a dear old friend named Olivia Schilling. We helped decorate for homecoming and we went to GB. Fun times I tell you. DAmn you bill you were supposed to be on the internet. FATHER OF ALL LIES! My eyes burn, does that mean your tired? Well anyway I have absolutely nothing new to say. So I leave you all. Current Mood:  tired |
| Thursday, September 23rd, 2004 |
| 10:41 pm |
I just dont know about myself
I'm so crazy I'm so crazy THink myself to crazy Crazy thinks me I'm going to lose my best friend to the jews Then I'll kill myself because of the News People suck they should die human beings make me cry I'm so crazy I'm so crazy I'd kill myself If i werent so lazy Yes its time for carly shitty poem time i love carly shitty poem time its the best time of the day! Amy has to go live in magic jew land and eat magic jew candy made out of old jewish rabbis. Hopefully she'll get imancipated or corey and i are going to kidnap her. hmmmm kidnapping. I"M DREW! ohhhhhh now im bored time for a shower cuz im dirty. I'm going to miss your angry baths! Current Mood: tired |
| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004 |
| 10:21 pm |
ummm im definently crazy
No one needs to tell me what I've known all the long Its like some boring lyrics to some shitty 80's song I'm crazy like manson maybe not that bad but if i dont get help ill get really sad what am i saying im already depressed thank god for pills or id shoot myself in the chest Hmm soda, if i could i would live off of soda, beer, ciggerettes and beef jerky. Ohh and coffee, gotta love coffee. Hmm I also love torturing melissa...with animal flesh, because im sick and twisted. It doesnt work with janae because she wants to eat people, which i find sick and twisted. But then again i can just torture her with feet...feet, what if davey havok has a foot fetish, would janae kill herself? ANd what if he loved her feet and he wanted to marry her, would she do it? I must know!! Tell me janae i must know...okay now im bored with this bye. Current Mood:  anxious |
| Sunday, September 12th, 2004 |
| 8:14 pm |
OHHH-WEEE-OHHH
Ummmm, rick dropped his cat off yesterday while i was at a benefit for my cousin with diabetes. Ha! he put it in my old cage for ducks and it was funny because ricks cat is fat and anything he does is funny because he is fat. Yeah all he does is hide and hiss or sleep. He slept through me shooting a bowling ball with a rifle so yeah i think hell be fine. OHHHHHHHHHH I WANT AN ICY! we have like one of those icy machines and now i want one. Hmmm icy with grape soda is like jesus with the Nazereth. I think im going to watch that one Aqua Teen Hunger Force where shake gets his hand chopped off or it blows up, i dont remember but it is funny. Then after the benefit for my cousin i went and partied with my sister and her boyfriend at some dudes house, he was pretty cool. Then we had to go and get my dad..fun fun I know. I wonder why Bill hasnt called me..bitch. I called his house like at seven and there all like oh you have to call joes im like yeah like i know his number. Screw that if he wanted to talk to me he would of called me at least once this weekend. BITCH BITCH!! Guys suck...ecspecially when they get u pregnant! Ever have that problem, and then you chop it out with a rusty spoon and its okay right? Meat was make the money see? Meat wad get the hunnies she...? Bastards. Okay now im angry and wanting to watch tv bye. Current Mood:  confused |
| Thursday, September 9th, 2004 |
| 3:56 pm |
Pretzals are my god
i dont care how you spell them, they are so damn good. I have eaten like five of the rod kind just in like ten minutes. I really really want to go see Napolean Dynomite. But I don't think I can. Which for some fucked up reason reminds me of Gulla Gulla Island. Any of you people ever see that show? It was some weird ass shit with giant polly wags. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *Drools* (Homer style moment for the bloody goodness of salt in pretzal form) I think I'm going to eat the whole bag, I forgot how addicting these things were! I used to eat so much of them that I would get chapped lips from all the salt. Today Josh (Bobbie) locked his keys in the car while it was still running. I was like shit, because he told me to push the lock all doors button so I did, and then hes like what no carly. Im like you told me to. Then hes like yeah I know. So then we had to get a coat hanger from some other people in the parking lot and try to shove it through the door to unlock it. None of us could get it, so Josh had to go and get mr. Scholsher of all people, and he got it open in like a minute. I was suprised I have never seen him be nice. Then I went to homeroom and signed RIckys year book. That was fun! Okay not really but yeah my day was blah I guess. Then In studyhall I wrote notes to Ben Varga all hour. After that I had Sociology with Ben again, and we just took notes and listened to a lecture. Fourth hour I have Biology with Janae and we talked about squidly spooches and I tortured her by telling her that in the future people were going to evolve and have Ricks feet for hands. Then I told her that human kind was going to have hands for feet and we could hold our own hands which are feet. I hate when people cant decide anything for themselves.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm okay im bored with this goodbye Current Mood: indescribable |
| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
| 10:25 pm |
Blah
Bill just left, I really wish he could stay longer...hmmmmmm. Well anyway I'm watching Seinfeld....I love that show. Today was the second day of school and I got sick during homeroom while chugging coffee. Note to self, wake up earlier to drink thy coffee and smoke at least a half of a cigg. Yeah I still need to take a shower....I am so fucking lazy though. Damn I am a lazy person. I have two second degree burns...not fun I tell you. Wow I just got a message from Henry holy crap! Hmmm Im so tired. I have nothing to say....so I'll leave you all. Current Mood:  depressed |
| Monday, September 6th, 2004 |
| 10:24 pm |
We are the tree people..
Ohh I hope Josh isnt grounded for to long...I also hope that I can sleep tonight. Tomorrow Its back to hell for me. Well at least tonight was fun fun in the sun. Well moonlight really. Anyway I was with Josh Bill and Matt. And we played tree people vs. tree nymph, hide and seek, throw leaves and twigs on carly, climbed trees, and bill just sat and watched....I think. It was fun because we were in the cemetary. Nice thing to do before school starts. I really can't believe I have to go back there. It makes me really really sad. Well I dont know what else to say, everyone is gay...hmmmmmm. Try for sleep maybe? Current Mood: drained |
| 3:49 am |
I like this its neat, although i have no idea what the sandman is....i guess its a comic book
There are seven beings that are not Gods, that existed before humanity dreamed of Gods, that will exist after the last God is dead. There are seven beings that exist because, deep in our hearts, we know that they exist. There are seven beings that are called the Endless. They are, in order of age, Destiny, Death, Dream, Destruction, Desire and Despair, and Delirium, who was once Delight. |
| 3:47 am |
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| 2:51 am |
Im happy
Im happy when im pretty which is not all the time Im happy when im vain like it matters to anyone at all Im happy when your sad and i get to feel like im better than you Im happy when im crying and i have something to do Im happy when im bleeding because then i know im alive Im happy when im smoking an addiction to which i can strive Im happy when im singing even though i know i cant Im happy when i cut myself because i know i deserve the pain ...and when i think about how depressed i am its hard to believe that im vain yeah i dont know if thats any good or not but it came into my head when i was in the bathroom before. right now im watching some special thing on msd(muscular distraphy) hmmmmm wonderful i think im kinda tired but i really dont want to go to sleep yet. "Send your thoughts to the mouse!!" sorry it was on tv and it was dumb. hmmmmmm bored i get bored bored im so bored. Im going to sing the bored song now....bored bored bored bored bored bored bored.... I am bored again I am bored again partly dead, bored again everytime im bored part of me dies so to destroy the boredom the youth must lie I am bored again I am bored again bored with my thoughts bored with my time if i see one more music video i swear ill cry im bored with mtv i am bored with the music scene I am bored again I am bored again time to kill someone to prove that i can fly I am bored again do you want to know what i did i shoved a pin in my arm and let the blood seep in yeah that was fun and now im bleeding but im to lazy to go get a band aid...do do do...im watching a magician on tv and he is melting metal spoons and bending them in knots its minorly amusing. I actually want to know how he did that...a tap dancing white boy band to dancing to rap...with matching outfits...im not afraid? I do like the sound though its neat. One of them is cute but i bet hes gay....i just know it! I dont care do do do...well I think im going to lay down and try to sleep amys coming over tomorrow early so meh... |
| Sunday, September 5th, 2004 |
| 11:58 pm |
Ciggerettes are fucking evil
Just got home from hanging out with some of my favorite people, which includes Janae, Fred, Billy, Scott and some guy named Matt. Anyway we watched Nightmare before Christmas....and went to a park to play hide and seek. Great fun I tell you. And i dont have any smokes and i want one really bad, i dont need one but i want one. Damn them all to hell. I still want to start a band with Janae..I should be thinking about this seriously now. Why am I hot? I do not know...do do do. I wonder where Josh and RIck are? OH oh oh I know....camping! Anyway i think im going shopping tomorrow so hopefully i actually get money....that would be nice seeing in how tomorrow is the last day of summer and all. I have mc hammer stuck in my head, now thats just funny. DO NOT IGNORE MY VIENS!!!! I am once again totally bored...Walmart has fucked up bra sizes there....so so so go go go....buffalo? I'm now in love with MSI...they are my new fave band...i will type more later. Current Mood: bored |
| 4:28 pm |
what is going on
i just woke up at 4...what the hell is wrong with me..and why the fuck didnt anyone wake me up. Shit i was suppposed to go shopping today..and once again i have no idea whats going on. The freaky thing is im still tired....i went to bed at one thats like super early for me. Goddamnit. What 17 hours of sleep isnt enough for me? i wonder what everyone is doing. I am bored and no one is here. No one answered at my bfs house and amys at work....oh well, apparently nothing...apparently nothing at all. Current Mood: confused |
| 12:02 am |
Noahs ark...took me to hell and back
A place filled with disgusting stink children and fat men with hairy backs...can only be hell. I hate public places like that. I mean yeah free trip fun with Erica and Janae but it would of been better if it was just us and the Fiddish guy, and maybe that guy who was all fucked up and kept on saying sorry. Anyway the water tasted like salty lemonade. Grrr, school in two fucking days. That makes me so so sad I can't even describe it. Well not THAT sad I have definently been sader but meh. I like to be dramatic it makes everything more interesting. Why am i still wearing my swimsuit? Freaky. Hmm I would like some cancer right now...must go on an adventure...ON ADVENTURE RIVER...in search of the elusive ciggerettes. Ohhhh I like cutting hair its fun. I chopped the shit out of my hair with the help of Janae and Erica. I'm an official crackhead now baby. Hmm snaps. Well time to go look for a smokey smoke.... Current Mood: sleepy |
| Friday, September 3rd, 2004 |
| 4:43 pm |
good morning?
Holy crap, I have just awoken...at 4:30...I didn't even think it was 12. I bet my mom is going to be pissed whenever she gets back from where ever she is. This school year is going to blow....I have no classes or lunch with my boyfriend all year. Bastards, I swear once they find out whos people friends are they purposely split them up while making the schedules. Oh wow today is going to be a long or short day I can't tell yet. Its..to late to tell? For you normal people at least, for me my day just got started. I had some seriosly fucked up dreams...more so than usual if you can believe that. |
| 4:05 am |
Holy shit Janae your awesome
I am going to start a band with Janae. Even if she doesnt want to. I have the music in my head for her poems. Insane talent. In-FUCKING-sane. I bet she doesn't know it either. But she will oh she will. People will sneer at me and be like oh well you can't play instruments...I try oh god do I try...sorry got lost in music land for a second. I will get better at bass...and once fucking Brad gets his stupid ass out of prison he can play drums and hes got connections in the music biz and such. To bad Henry is moving to Cali....oh well he used me anyway. Who else do I know..besides Bill and his many bands of course. But hes got his hands full being in like four fucking bands and shit. MATT damn him and his heavy death metal ways. I don't know it might work. Welcome to crazy world where people willingly smoke...and know it kills them. Because I don't know a single person who smokes that doesn't know its bad for them. Speaking of smoking that doesnt sound so bad at fucking four in the morning. I'm a damn insomniac. *Do a little Dance* MY BACK FUCKING HURTS AHHHHHHHHHH. Which reminds me of the time Brad told me he was glad I wasn't a lesbian....wow that has nothing to do with anything. Anyway ohh now The Used is stuck in my head...thats neat. I would put on some of my poems but they are fucking nursery rhymes compared to Janaes work...oh well I'm going to just so you can compare..COMPARE!!! DO IT!! Damn you Bill...anyway...here we go?...Ohh Chemical Brothers.... Some dark night when the lights are dim i will climb through your window on a loving whim I will kneel above your bed slowly lowering my knife will i slit your throat will i end your life or will i leave this town never to come again because i love you so much that i want you dead Or is it just me am i sick in the head cant control the thoughts that come while im in bed i would kill myself but i am so vain so what i will do is sit here and take the pain Why would I hurt you my sweet child the answer is i dont know the voices drive me wild They hawled me away it was a dark day in may i awoke to the choke of a nurse gurgling blood i dont mean to joke but i think i killed her just for fun the strange thing is I dont know how the doctor died and every time i ask the voices just lie Oh wow thats horrible horrible writing...anyway i just took this quiz to find out what tarot card i was and here is the results...WATER OF WATER. Pretty lady! Fair and gentle, your empathy attracts others to you. Possibly psychic, you are pure emotion and are more likely to act on feeling rather than practical thought or logic. You think that's just fine because imagination is important. You are the Whore of Babylon with her cup of abominable things, the Medium of Endor and in the mundane world you usually make a good wife and mother. You shine when you are able to give emotional support to others.....thats just wierd. Kinda true I think...i dont want to be a mom though...otherwise its pretty true. Still bored not sure if i want to sleep or torture the many people, who I'm sure are going to read this with my pathetic excuse for poetry. I vote torture... I cant wait to cut myself i love to feel the pain how wonderful it is now that ive finally gone insane Okay now thats just pissing me off I suck so bad it makes me laugh. I have just been informed that I am 66% bitch. I think I kinda knew that already though. I love those little quizs, I love them good. More torture... Simply this the little whore always will be forever more Okay im totally done with that i cant find any more half way decent ones..thats how bad i suck man! I haven't written anything good for quite a while i tell you this now. Oh its five in the morning fun. Time for some cancer....I cant take it how much i suck at writing my god. It's horrible...HORRIBLE! George Bush sucks ass. Sorry it needed to be said. I am bored...always bored...Boredom is the plague of my generation. I met somebody today who said they were glad Kurt Cobain died...I could of cried then..he should of died then, I should of cried...but he was nice so I was just like that is fucking horrible. Current Mood:  thoughtful |
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